It is at least where I am at right now! You remember those 30 lbs that I bragged about losing? Well, I guess they weren't lost, just lurking, waiting for a chance to jump back onto my hips and thighs. I have gained 20 of those nasty little pounds back. Bleh!!! I so did not invite them to join me. But join me they did. Part of it is because my thyroid is screwed up again. But only part of it. The rest?? Fattening, yummy-licious foods. I have been cooking a lot more and I think that I am allergic to healthy cooking. I keep migrating to butter laden, heavy cream rich foods. MMMMMM! Pan fried chicken. Chocolate cupcakes with chocolate fudge frosting. Buttery rolls. Yeah, that is why. And I have the hardest time cooking healthy. I really don't know how to cook healthy. Well, at least not healthy and tasty, anyway.
I had plans to lose weight, but with my thyroid sluggish and my lack of sleep I just don't have the energy to even try to lose weight. I know that I would feel better if I did, but sitting on my chunky butt is so much easier. My ob/gyn wanted me to be down 40 more pounds before we try to get pregnant again and now I will have to lose 60 lbs. GULP!!! That is a lot! And that won't even make me sexy skinny, just less fat.
So fat is where I am at. With no motivation. Do they sell motivation at Tar.get??