lapped.....again

In the early years of IF it really sucked to see all of my friends have babies before I did, but it was worse when they all started having baby #2, #3 and even #4 while I still waited for my first one. But to have fellow infertiles lap me really sucks!!! Not that I am not happy for them because no one deserves it more than those that have walked the road of infertility, but I am sad for me. Soon after we found out I was pregnant with Maddie 3 fellow infertile friends that I know in real life all announced that they were pregnant as well. It was a sweet time as they had been through a lot. Now ALL THREE of them are pregnant again. Yes, all three. And to top it off the two women at church that had a baby just a few months before I had Maddie have had a baby and one is pregnant. But I expect this from fertiles. It is my fellow infertile sisters leaving me in the dust that reminds me just how jacked up my reproductive system is.